imposter
looking at other blogs and they are so proper their thoughts and the way they write
comparing them to my other blog the work stuff
Mines so scrappy
do other people really think that clearly straight off? or do they just try harder than me? not sure the balance between being understandable and being overdone. I'm just writing random shit I thought of, but it looks like they think of real good stuff in all sorts of words
are my ideas actually shit or just my words? It's like there's an error compiling my thoughts. like it was done on an early version of Google translate and you kind of get it but also it sounds a bit shit
I don't have the time or maybe it's just I don't have the effort to do any better. just want the stuff out of my mind so I can get on to the next thing and the next thing and hopefully one of them will be useful
it feels like I can't really think clearly
like i need glasses for my brain